Arg.

I dont know what it is... the lack of sleep from the storms, the icky weather, the seemingly extra long winter that refuses to give in to spring...

But, I'm over it. And my head is on vacation time. I leave in less than a month and you'd think I leave tomorrow. It's pathetic.

I'm also a bit nervous b/c I think I'm getting a raise... but wont even know what it is until the end of this month. I guess corp has to 'approve' it. They lump our dept raises in with 2 other internal depts, so we kinda get an average percent as long as we're doing our job... at least I think that's the way it works... I've heard that I shouldn't get my hopes too far into the clouds with the percentage.. lol! Curious though...and nervous....

Sometimes I wonder if I'd ever make what I need/want to make here in Tulsa. Anyway...then, I decide to move and start thinking of where. Then, I might go as far as to search online.. That's about where it stops b/c I get discouraged and frustrated like "I have no idea what I'm doing.." lol! Plus, I LIKE what I'm doing right now... totally... and dont ever want to go back to being unhappy in my job b/c that royally blew...

*le sigh*

Maybe I'll win the lottery and become an E! True Hollywood Story...

I'm also wearing a semi sheer shirt (with a tank under it-thank you very much) and accidentally wore a black bra instead of a nude one. Crap.). It's in my head b/c I dont notice much in the mirror, but stiiiiiilllll....

Also.. anyone interested in Rascal Flatts/Taylor Swift concert here in September?