B/c I'm in my 20s...Volume 8

Bad habits that may or may not have anything to do with being in my 20s. Whatever-it's what I wanted to write about.

1. I tend to send emails in fits of frustration b/c I don't feel like verbally expressing myself.
If I get angry with you, you might get an email. lol! As Dennis said "If you have time to edit before sending, it's not that bad.. but sometimes.. Jax..." It takes the height of frustration to send emails.. or mulling over something for a long time. OR sometimes, I'm just lazy and dont want to call someone to have it out but I just want them to listen to my POV (point of view for those in the know. Thanks)

2. I still eat like a college student. Blame it on not having a family yet. I dunno. But, sometimes easy mac and cookie dough sounds like a good meal. Whatever. Dont judge me. I go to the gym more...It's worth the cookie dough.

3. I can't STAND getting oil changes. As in, I wait until I think my engine might be in trouble to get one. I know.. I know.. But, in my defense, I know nothing about engines, so I dont wait THAT long b/c to me, it's always about to blow.

4. I sometimes try on clothes in the morning for work and decide not to wear them. (Not clothes in general, but just the outfit. Going naked to work would be weird and rather Ally McBeal). The bad habit part comes in not re-hanging the clothes, but instead leaving them on the bed. When I go to sleep, I throw them on the hamper at the foot of my bed. This continues until I need to do laundry or get a burst of cleaning energy.

5. I chew ice. A lot. Doesnt matter where I am. I refrain in my office due to a certain former co-worker who drove everyone crazy doing it. I'm not sexually frustrated (I dont think) and I have minimal stress. I'm a cold-natured person.. I freeze in 60 degree weather... *sigh* Whatever. I dunno. My dentist says it's bad but as for now, my teeth are great and I chomp away. mm...Sonic ice...mm...:)

6. I watch A&E crime stories, etc, late at night then wonder why I cant sleep. I do this at least once per week. I also have weird dreams about snakes sometimes, but anything about unsual animal attacks, I've got the dvr running. It's interesting damnit.

7. I still tan. Not as much.. but still do it. I blame SAD (seasonal affective disorder). Actually, I wish I was the person who invented THAT b/c it's kinda lame.. even if it exists. Anyway, I know.. I know.. tanning is bad and I dont want to look like I'm 50 when I'm 30. I've cut back. But, being pale is just something I'm easing into, okay. Whatever.

8. I like odd numbers b/c of a hint of OCD. That is all.

That's all I've got today. I'm excited about PP returning tonight.. and.. and.. GOSSIP GIRL! Maybe watching teen dramas should be a bad habit, too. Whoa..what was I thinking.. Nevermind. :)

I stole from someone else..

I saw someone do this and I'm taking it b/c I like it:

Twenty songs that remind me of college for different reasons in random order:


1 Ride Wit Me- Nelly
2 You Dont Have to Call Me Darling- David Allen Coe
3 What's Your Fantasy?- Ludacris
4 Like A Prayer- Madonna
5 What I Like About You- The Romantics
6 Build Me Up Buttercup- The Foundations
7 Goodbye Earl- Dixie Chicks
8 P**** Control- Prince
9 Ditty- Paper Boy
10 Yellow- Coldplay...and really most other Coldplay, too.
11 Lose Yourself- Eminem
12 Anything by John Mayer or Dave Matthews
13 Complicated- Avril
14 Hot Sh*t- Country Grammar, Nelly
15 All Star- Smash Mouth
16 Drop It Like Its Hot- Lil Wayne
17 Baby I Got Your Money- Ol' Dirty Bastard
18 The Coyote Ugly Soundtrack
19 Margaritaville- Jimmy Buffet
20 What Would You Do- City High (b/c I HATED this song)

I could've kept going and going, but frankly, I have to get some work done and this is wasting time. But, I couldn't resist and I'd started today's first blog last night at home as a draft. So whatev.

Memories.... of dancing around the sorority house jamming to music blasting from someone's computer. Those were the days... *overly dramatic wistful sigh* lol!

I'm dating my DVR

So, I love my DVR.. Why? Well, it enabled me to go see the movie Fred Claus last night...and come home to watch the Bachelor, Samantha Who AND The Hills..all by 11pm. That's a lot of entertainment, people. So, thank you, DVR Gods. :)

Samantha Who is still pretty damn funny, albeit the memory stuff is a bit overdone sometimes. But, Christina rocks my world.. and her best friend.. ahh.. love the cynical, surface, insensitive lawyers on tv. (I also love the one in Notes from the Underbelly). I connect with them... Not really, but I like the world's view of female lawyers in that it's-only-comical-b/c-i-dont-practice-anymore kind of way. haha. :)

Anyway, Fred Claus was funny.. b/c Vince Vaughn is funny. Otherwise, it would have been a bit long. Plus, what's up with him starring in movies in Chicago? And with him being a slightly self centered ass til he turns a new leaf (The Break Up, anyone?). It was still pretty cute, though. :)

Hm.. in other news, the facial fungus is looking better so hopefully it will be healed by the time I head to Chicago this weekend. Did I mention that? I'm heading to Chicago this weekend. Aaron's bar results are released over the weekend. Lemme tell ya how I don't envy his pain right now and can totally relate...but as I'm sure he is, I'm ready for this to be over. I can't believe he's had to wait this long...Torture. Sheer torture.

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Below please see recent ACTUAL conversations:

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Last week:

me: I think I need to go back to the doctor about my chin. It's really not looking better.

him: ......*pause* -half disinterested-That's fair.

me: What?! That's fair? That doesnt even go with the statement.

him: No.. you should go to a doctor.

me: umm...okay *sigh*

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Yesterday:

Me: I am so tired of the writers strike! My shows better not go off the air!

him: What do you think the odds were for first time takers in Feb?

me: I dont know. 30 percent passed....54 percent for 1st timers, I think?

him: *alarmed* WHAT?! I thought it was like 80%

me: *shitshitshitshit* Um.. well.. it probably was. I dont know. Did I mention I'm tired of the writers strike?

Funny funny... :) Cross your fingers for a good weekend with lots of good news. Although the Christmas Tree isn't lit there yet, Millennium Park just opened the ice rink! YES! I've never been skating outside, so I'm kinda hoping that makes it into the agenda... :))

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(blogger spacing was being a beast..hence the plus signs)

Meet the Fam...

So, I took my laundry to my mom's house today. She wasn't there and I saw a big box of photos in the living room. Being nosy, I went snooping and found these AWESOME photos of my family on my mom's side!!! I totally want to do something fun with them for my mom for Christmas. Maybe have some of them framed or something... :) The above is my grandparents on their wedding day.


My grandparents. I never met my grandfather, but he was a looker, right?! :) My grandmother did some acting and modeling...hence the fun photos. :) Guess I wasn't the first generation ham in the family. :)

....and this one cracked me up of my grandmother modeling or acting.. It was just so 1950s.. love it. :)

I found this fun one of my mom, too. :) Pretty pretty. :)

Another of my grandmother. She's the one everyone in the fam says I take after. My grandfather on the beach smoking a cigarette.. Again, I reiterate that he was a looker, right?!



I particularly like this one. He's shaking the branch and she's laughing.. Double click to see it bigger... My grandparents were cute. Officially.

My grandfather receiving the Legion of Merit for his service in North Africa. :)

And finally, my grandma and my mom at the beach....


I just love old photos, don't you?!

Sunday Funday

MY Sunday funday is watching Man v. Wild and alternating with football... all while sitting in sweatpants and a tank top. PERFECT.

Some things:

1. Went to dinner with the bridesmaids n Blaze last night! :) We've made some plans and I'm already way excited! Bachelorette party is in the works for an out-of-town extravaganza in the spring! Here are all of us (minus Melanie b/c she was sick)




2. Blaze informed us that there will be another group at the reception place that night.. Get ready for it... Get ready.... THE MISS OKLAHOMA people! YES! Can you SEE the funny photos now? ("Look, it's Blaze with Miss Sperry!" LOL!)

3. Speaking of weddings, I have a facebook friend that just got married. She posted some pics of the honeymoon.. There were only like 5 of them (now there are more so its okay). All five featured the bed, the bathtub, the bedroom, etc.. Okay.. take that PLUS the fact that she was likely a virgin before the wedding. Okay, that's special, but it was kinda weird and gross that the first pic in the album I saw was the bed she likely lost her virginity on. That's how my mind words. It's gross, I know. I promise if and when I get married, I will not post pictures of the bed all by itself. It's weird. Again, she has since posted a lot more pics. So, now it's okay. But, when there were only THOSE pics, I was creeped. out.

4. Also about facebook, people really need to regulate their status. I mean.. I just logged in and saw "____ (person's name omitted) is mourning the loss of a dear friend." WHAT?! That is NOT a facebook status. Please remove it. Thanks.

5. While we're on the subject of inappropriate, here's a picture of my face mid week last week. It really does look a lot better now, but not quite gone. But, I went out last night for a bit and no one really noticed it. Even Maureen said it looked a ton better (and she appeared honest). :) So, hopefully it'll be GONE soon!!!! I know you see it and think "well, it's not THAT bad.." Well.. I didn't take an up-close pic for a reason.


6. While I went shopping for makeup, I got little Gracie a coat, too! Lime green with pink and yellow plaid along the back. :) She wasn't enthused. But, whatever.. I think she looks adorable. Not quite as adorable as she'll look on my holiday cards....but whatever. I need addresses on that note. I'll send an email soon.

7. Behind Gracie, there are coats on my chair. That's where they stay. I have no closet space (b/c I have like ONE closet-really). So... I want a coat rack. Recommendations where I could get a cool iron looking one? Please pass on. Thanks. I've looked everywhere and Pottery Barn isnt getting 1/4 of my paycheck for one. Being dramatic, but seriously they were $$$!!!

8. Maybe I shall stop watching Bear survive in the wild by eating snakes and using deer fur and go find a coat rack. Doubtful. I might need to know these things if ever trapped in the wild. Hey, I AM dating Aaron so...it might happen.

9. Oh, I've been addicted to cookie dough. As in.. it's all I ate yesterday until dinner. I didn't have a LOT of it, but it's all I crave. What is wrong with me? *sigh* At least I'm hitting the gym again (with a bandaid on the chin of course)

10. Did you ever have to read Beowulf? I think we were supposed to in high school.. I never read the books we were supposed to. I'm just a great bs'er (hence the law degree later..haha) Anyway, it looks like a freaky movie.

This. sucks.

Okay, so I know my blogs have been a leetle down this week. Maybe it's because I have an infection on my FACE. I've been optimisitic, but when my topical thing was 5 days....aka tomorrow is the 4th day...and I still have this thing loud and proud... I'm just pretty frustrated. My doctor doesnt like to be super aggressive. I think I'm done with him. I looked in the mirror and after 5 days, it looks a LITTLE better, but not as good as it should. *sigh* I feel like a damn freak show...Let alone the fact that I cant wear makeup there, cant go to the gym really, cant tan, cant even sleep b/c I cant sleep where my chin could touch my sheets. Just lemme vent here for a sec.

I read online that this is often treated with an oral antibiotic AND a topical thing. I want the oral antibiotic damnit. I'm calling tomorrow morning and if he (1) makes me come in or (2) wont give it to me, I'm over him. *sigh* This just sucks b/c I'm paying for this out of pocket, too b/c of the way my insurance is. I really dont want to go BACK to the doctor to have him prescribe the meds he should have prescribed on MONDAY.

To give you an idea, I cant even BLOW. MY. NOSE. b/c once I blow it, the bottom of the tissue might have touched my chin. So, I throw tissue one away and get another. It takes like 3 tries. Then, like 3 times per day, I have to take a soapy cloth (paper towel) and gingerly wash it while part of the "honey crust" scab (as the internet calls it) comes off so I can put the medicine directly on the wound. Hot? Yeah. Try having it on your face.

I'm bogged down. And I have a hole in my face. And googling pictures of my condition freaked me out. And I want someone to just come over and take care of me...or rub my feet..or..or...I just want to whine and thank you for listening. Done.

Deep thoughts and makeup.

So, I'm in a cheerful mood-seriously- but maybe just a bit reflective and a lil sleepy.

So, I am an optimistic person. I also like to think the best of people (aka why a law firm was not the best fit..). However, I tend to be a bit cynical and when around other cynical people, I become less "think the best of people." (again why the firm wasnt a good fit..haha). Okay, all that said, did your parents ever say "I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed." Ugh! I HATED that. That was their way of pulling at my heartstrings and making me want to crawl in a hole. Arg.

Anyway, if there's one thing I can't stand, it's disappointment...esp in people. But, then, you must wonder if you never felt disappointment, how would you ever understand how great it feels when expectations are realized or even surpassed? Deep thoughts this a.m. Hmm...

Along those same lines, I have high expectations for Grey's tonight. If I'm disappointed, I might take out Meredith Grey. Might. haha...And will the writers just win the strike already.. Gah.. The last time this happeneded was in the 80s and it lasted like 5 mos. NO!!!

Update on the fungus: My face is looking better...slowly but surely. I did, however, get new makeup yesterday. $$$$! Sheez! But, if this crap never comes back, it's worth the money. I got MAC powder and I'm just not sure about it yet... Hmm...What powder do you wear?

Do me a favor....

....Stop letting me drink colored drinks and then pose with my mouth open. Thanks. haha.. I prolly could have found more, but I opted to stop at four....


Oh...and b/c I'm in my 20s (since it's Wed), I like to act like I'm in my 20s sometimes...and party like a rockstar. Along the same lines, the last pic with the foam hands is the night Aaron and I talked for the first time...for those of you who know the story about playgrounds and Paris Hilton. It was my 3rd year of lawschool. The rest is history. :)

Most of my posts are deeper and more grown up, but this one is just...well...b/c I'm in my 20s. Lata.

Odds in you favor?

So, there are some jobs here that take years to get. We had a guy moving from NYC to have one of those jobs here in Tulsa. He was totally thrilled to get the job. Welp, get this... he just won the NY LOTTERY to the tune of 75 MILLION dollars. Guess he's not taking the job. HOLY. CRAP.

I've harnessed my chi...

...and I'm in a better mood today. My face is looking less fungal and I'm hoping it totally goes away. Yesterday was CRAP-tastic and I wont go into OTHER details b/c they involve things like spilled drinks and other annoyances. Even Samantha Who was kinda a disappointment last night.

Anyway, today is a new day. I went to the gym yesterday to spread my staph (kidding) and jump rope until I felt like I was going to pass out. (Im out of shape so that wasn't very long-haha) Then, I hit the punching bag. Then, I needed to stop b/c I'm not supposed to "sweat" a lot with this stupid infection. But, taking out some aggression was nahhhhhce. :)

After my little tiff with the heating company, they have to come turn my heat back on. I think I'm proving something... when in fact I'm just gonna be cold tonight and they still win. Whatever. At least I have my space heaters. :)

The trees outside my office are gorgeous. The sun is shining. My face looks less like a freak show. Good day so far. :)

Today sucks dot com....

I have a staph infection. On my face. It's NOT a bite. No no.. it's a common children's staph infection. No, it's not MRSA and no, you wont catch it...unless you rub up against my chin. But, it could be really bad and I'm glad I went to the dr. Effing awesome.

This is what happened at Walgreens:

10am: Arrive at Walgreens for medicine.

me: "Hi, my doc just called in an Rx for me.. I can wait a few if it's not ready yet."
Napolean (the guy looked like Nap Dynamite) "Well. I have 5 unchecked voicemails. It might be on there."
Me: *blink...blink..." "Um.. okay.. will you check."
Nap: "Yeah, in a sec."

Time: 10:15, no checking voicemail yet.

me: "I know you're busy, but can you please check that voicemail?"
**** By this time, Id called my doc and confirmed that she had indeed left a voicemail****
Nap: "Yeah, Brent is on it" (motions to guy behind him on the phone)
Me: "Um... I dont know about you, but I dont typically talk back to my messages on voicemail, so I dont think Brent is checking them. I understand you're busy, but I need this med before I go into work. It's just ointment and I have a staph infection....on my face" (points at face)
Nap: "Okay."
Me: *staring kinda mean* "Well..I'll just go walk around for a few while you get it ready..."
Nap: "mmmkay."

time: 10:45 am

Me: "Hi. Is it ready yet?"
Nap: "Oh, the voicemail.. Lemme see.."

10:52 am

Nap: "It's ready. Oh....no..that's not good..."
Me: "What..what's not good?"
Nap: ".. our computers just went down. You're gonna have to come back."

ARE YOU EFFING KIDDING ME?!?!!!! I am really glad I have self control.. REALLY glad that I'm working in a calmer environment..and basically glad that I hit the SHIT out of a punching bag at the gym last night b/c it saved this poor pre-pubescent looking kid from the wrath of a staph girl with a mild eye infection. (did I mention that? He thinks I got bitten by an insect on my eyelid.)

So, I went in to work and dealt with some shit that made me MORE stressed out, but isnt a typical crisis. No biggie. My boss laughed and told me to go home. I love how laid back my job is. So, I left....and just now got my Rx at Walgreens. What time is it? Yeah, it's 3:20. My doc appt was at 9:15. My Rx was called in at 9:50. Right. EFFING MORONS. I am changing. Walgreens is fired.

And one more thing... how did an insect bite me on my eyelid? I'm a clean person, damnit. My apt is CLEAN. Even my dog gets bathed more than she should. My doc actually commended me saying "well, it's a good thing you're clean b/c if you weren't, this infection would have spread badly by now...but it's concentrated on your chin." Well, thank God for small blessings. *sigh*

I gave in....

...I'm going to the doctor this morning. I'm blogging from my sofa right now b/c I got all ready for work thinking my doc couldnt get me in til this afternoon, but he got me in early, so now I'm just killin time. I woke up and my eye is tender to the touch and swollen. AWESOME. Keep in mind, a girl at work had pink eye, so I hope I dont have that. *sigh* I dont know what's wrong with me but I know this jazz has. to. stop. All comedy aside... kinda.. my face is driving me crazy! :)

I like my doc, but sometimes I need him to say "Yes, Jax, come in. I want to see you." I called on the sore throat.. he told me to take it easy and drink water. I called on the bite on my chin; hus nurse told me to put cortizone on it. I now have a swollen eye and I didn't call for advice. I said "Hi, I need an appt as soon as you can get me in. Thanks."

Arg. I know you have to pay for healthcare, but I wasn't exactly rushing to the doc b/c my new insurance doesn't have co-pays. I pay it all out of pocked until I hit a deductible. The annoying thing.. our ins starts over this month so this payment wont even go towards next year's deductible. Frust.rat.ing. Whatever.

Gracie seems excited that I'm still home playing with her... That's one good thing. Not having pink eye would be another... Cross your fingers!!!

Hope everyone had a lovely weekend! :)