Dont make fun of my mental disorder.

I think I have SAD.. Seasonal Affective Disorder. It's real, people... Alright, alright.. I'm bullshiting here, but I'm waxing and waning between kinda blah, super blah, eh, and so so..... :)

I think part of it is my allergies... I dont get hungry when I'm (1) going through something or (2) have allergies. So, add both those together and wham! I'm an anorexic! YIPEE! Lol! Kidding. I'm an asshole, though... If I dont eat on my meds, I'm practically a zombie... (Just ask my dog) I've been snacking a ton instead of eating meals b/c when everything tastes like chalk (thanks, allergies), I'm not famished....

I also seem to be having a real problem with decisions lately. WHAT THE HELL?! I am GREAT at decisions! But, take today for example... Michele and I went to the mall b/c I needed perfume (Ps.. D&G Light Blue is the ONLY perfume I've ever used up AND bought more... I have like 3 half bottles of Chanel Chance, Burberry Summer and something else if you want it.. Just sayin). So, I got my perfume and then let the cute little Cargo makeup girl do my eyeshadow..just b/c I did. She kept telling me I look like Michele Pfieffer (who we all know I might be obsessed with) so this pleased me and I let her make up my face more... Then, I debated about what I wanted to buy for oh....20 minutes...and ultimately decided to buy nothing other than the perfume.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! LOL!

At least I smell good. Hmph.

Okay, so... can you go to youtube right now? If so, go.. and search "sarah silverman" and play the one about Barack Obama..should be the first video that comes up. It.is.hilarious. Also, please search "I'm f*cking Obama" b/c it's also awesometastic...

What did you think of Grey's? Me? Well.. I think it coulda been better.. a lot better. I was actually a leetle pissy I'd gotten so excited about it. I couldnt keep the husbands of those ladies straight. Then, I got mad at Alex. And I just felt less than interested the whole time. It was like "here's a story line..wait..no here's another...and here's one more... and now the show's over.." Lame sauce.

Back to the decision making issues. Hair. It has taken me FOREVER to grow my hair out since I chopped it back when I was still at the law firm. (Remember?). I do like it...and if I go short, I look better when I go REALLY short (not like pixie..) but I dont think I've got the balls to take it there. Shoulder length makes me look like a school kid. Then I think "Ill go BROWN!" but when I look at pics of myself with brown hair, I think "No." I mean..that would be like making Serena Vanderwoodsen a brunette! The horror! ;) I need to get more decisive before my stylist calls me out next week and gives me the look she always does like "Seriously? It's f*cking hair...." haha..

Hope you have a fantastic weekend, people. I'll be more exciting next week. I can feel it. (I cant f*cking smell it..b/c I cant smell ANYTHING... but I can feel it damnit).

Love love! Get ready for homecoming!!!