Sunday, April 11, 2010

Back.and.forth.

So, I have a decision to make.

Remember that dilemma I had awhile ago that I blogged about? (if you do, great. If not, I'm too lazy to go find it.. plus it would exactly identify what I'm talking about.. and I dont wanna do that either).

I took a DAY trip to Dallas to think. Windshield time is great. (*update b/c I realized I wasnt clear... this is not about a move to Dallas. Sorry I wasn't clear about that). :) I just went to Dallas.

I find that in the morning, my decision is made.

By afternoon, I'm moving toward another decision.

By late afternoon, I'm a complete 180 from original morning decision.

Bedtime, I've made the decision.

Next morning, I change my mind and the pattern repeats all over again.

This decision isn't a BAD thing. At all.

It's just a scary one in some regards. To make a big change.. or to not make a big change.

Change can be good..... ? But, I'm also a lawyer. I'm risk averse. That's my mentality.

But if I didn't take risks, I wouldnt be where I am today. So there's that.

But... then there's a saying... something like "Dont leave happy to try to find happier..." or something like that.

And I'm happy. And I'm not looking for happier. But I might be looking for a new opportunity. (if you're not getting what this is about by now...haha)...

So I have some big decisions... that I likely need to make within around 24-48 hours... *sigh* It's been on my mind a lot lately.. and I hate when I cant blog about things, so I just didn't blog....

But, as you're reading this, my little brain is full and I'll be making the decision soooooooooooon and then I'll update.....

Hope you had a great weekend, all! Mine was uber productive...and obviously thoughtful. Will blog more tomorrow.

18 comments:

Brittney said...

I think I know what you are referring to and I am right there with you right now.

Hallie said...

good luck girl! I don't remember you writing about this before, but I have a feeling you're contemplating a move to the Big D... I contemplate that decision EVERY DAY and I totally know what you mean...
keep us posted!

The Undomestic Mom said...

good luck! I dont think I remember which post your talking about but if it is moving to Dallas like to comment above mine ...I vote you move here haha!

Lauryl Lane said...

Decisions, decisions. I know you'll make the right one. ;-) xoxo

Kelsey @ Seattle Smith's said...

Are you possibly moving to my hometown so we can hangout when I go home to visit?!?!?! Hope it's an easier decision now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxo

Jen said...

Best of luck in whatever decision you make! Can't wait til you fill us in :)

Anonymous said...

IF I'm thinking the right thing to think your thinking about... then I think I'm going through the same EXACT thing! ugh It's exhausting and I just want someone to tell me this is what I'm supposed to do! Unfortunately, no one wants to tell me that so I'm back to thinking and rethinking and one day being completely on one thing and ready to move fwd and then next day realizing why mess with something that works??? like I said ... it's exhausting. Good luck with your choice!

Ginger said...

I remember this I hope it works out in your favor dear. Praying for clarity and clear path to present itself to you :)

Hilary said...

Good luck with whatever you decide!

Alison said...

Good luck with your decision!

chelsea said...

Best of luck with your decision!

Laura and Ryan said...

Good luck with deciding. I'm horrible at decisions so I can't help you out...in the end I always just go with my gut.

Candace said...

Hang in there friend, BIG decisions take time! I am confident that you will end up exactly where you are supposed to be ;) anndd...if you ever take a road trip to Dallas again, you MUST call me so we can meet for lunch or something!!!!

Anonymous said...

Haha-you crack me up! Good luck with your decision! I'm sure you'll make the right one :)

Brittany Ann said...

Oh man, I am intrigued! Don't get too stressed out about it! I can't wait to hear what you decide!

Annie said...

best of luck with your decision, follow your heart hun.
i'm interested to find out what this is all about :)
have a great night/week! heart you!

Carol {Everyday Delights} said...

Good luck with your decision! Don't over thinking and for sure follow what your heart tells you to do. I'm confident you'll make the right decision. And you'll have to fill us in when you do!

Sierra said...

Oh goodness I am soooo baaaad at making decisions, but since you are a lawyer I think you will do well at weighting out the pros and cons. Even then it is tough because you have to go on a leap of faith! Hope you can figure it out!